I don't want to lose sleep every night over you.

/April 2023


I saw a magical complaint on Weibo yesterday that you had received a contribution entitled "I have been suffering from insomnia for 2 months. I feel like I'm going crazy."

it talked about her insomnia symptoms, and said that she used a lot of methods, and even went to see a doctor, but none of them made much difference.

and insomnia has had a serious impact on her life-she is unable to lift her spirits and lives in a top-heavy state all day.

there are many people who suffer from insomnia, but every time I see something like this, the first thing that comes to mind is Amin.


A Mian was my deskmate in high school. When I first met her, I always thought she was a very strange person, because every time I was in the middle of chatting with her, she would often suddenly say, "I'm going to sleep. I'll talk to you tomorrow." and never answer me again.

at first I mistakenly thought she hated me and didn't want to talk to me, but then I realized that it was Ah Mian's principle that she must go to bed at 11:00 every day.

No matter how busy she is that night, she goes to bed on time, preferring to get up at 5 o'clock the next morning, send me a good morning, and then go on with what she didn't finish last night.

as long as the sky doesn't fall, Ah Mian will go to bed on time at 11:00 and reply to my message at 05:00. I have accepted this fact and given up trying to change her mind.

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at that time I nicknamed her Miss 05:00.


this helpless state went on for a long time until one day Miss five o'clock told me that she had someone she liked.

it was only on that day that I finally didn't have to wait until 05:00 to receive the unfinished words.

the person Amian falls in love with is Jie, who has a mature face and is often mistaken for a parent at the school gate.

I often wonder if Jay is used to staying up late, so he lives longer than others every day, so he ages faster.

Jay doesn't like to stare at his cell phone all the time, so Amin has a chance to chat with him only when he is free in the evening.

but the time usually passed quickly, sometimes she knew it was 11:00, but pretended not to know it, and sometimes she even forgot that it was past 11:00.

Jay usually doesn't go to bed until three o'clock at night, so A Mian becomes a person who doesn't go to bed until three o'clock.

in short, Amina's seemingly unbreakable iron law was easily broken because of Jay's appearance.

it suddenly dawned on me that principles always seem to be used on unimportant people.

Amin will go to bed on time at 11:00, but because I am not enough in her heart for her to stay up late for me.

when Jay showed up, her principles were long gone. Not to mention three o'clock, she was happy to stay up all night.


when we like someone, we always become more and more like him, to get used to his habits.

A Mian, who used to be the one who had to go to bed at 11:00, has completely become an insomniac night watchman, and this state lasted until the day she broke up with Ajie two years later.

on the day I broke up with Jay, A Mian buried her head in front of me and kept silent, her body twitching from time to time.

but she didn't cry, she just held back her strength, then squeezed out a stiff smile and said to me, "good, I haven't slept at 11:00 for a long time."

however, even if Ah Mian goes to bed at 11:00 now, he will often toss and turn until the wee hours of the morning.

"suddenly I found it easy to learn to stay up late, but difficult to quit it." Ah Mian said.

in fact, it becomes more and more like an easy and dangerous thing to do with the person you like.

out of love, we will naturally approach each other. But when the other party leaves, you suddenly don't know what the meaning of persistence is in your change, and you don't know how to get back to your original self.


I remember that since she went to college, A Mian has become more and more beautiful, and more and more boys have courted her.

among them is a gentleman who sleeps at 11:00, just like Ah Mian two years ago. He goes to bed at 11:00 every night, regardless of rain or wind.

at this time, Amian often can't sleep at night, so Mr. Sleeping at 11:00 gets a lot of opportunities to chat with Amian.

but the time usually passes quickly, sometimes he knows it's 11:00, but pretends not to know it, and sometimes he even forgets that it's past 11:00.

finally, Mr. Sleeping at 11:00 became a sleepless night watchman.

that's funny. Ah Mian, who insisted on going to bed early, always stayed up late because she fell in love with Jay. Similarly, Mr. Sleeping at 11:00, who later fell in love with Ah Mian, finally got used to insomnia because of Ah Mian.

over time, the 11:00 sleepers in the world disappear one by one, and more and more people forget what they originally looked like.


after reading that Weibo post yesterday, I went to chat with Ah Mian again.

now she still stays up late, and I don't have to worry about her suddenly disappearing in the middle of talking to her.

I teased her and asked her, "he's gone, why do you have a sleepless vigil every day?"

she sent me an emoji package and said, "I really want to change it, too."

this reminds me suddenly of a friend, Ah Zhi, who used to be a straight man who thought it was very feminine to go out with paper towels, but his girlfriend never brought paper.Towels, in the end, whether she is still here or not, paper towels have become a must for Ah Zhi to go out.

another girl friend, May, used to throw her socks on the floor as soon as she entered the house. He talked about them 800 times. Later, he was gone, but the socks that May took off stayed in her shoes all the time.

there seem to be too many such things to talk about forever.

as Chen Ji sang in "through Thousand Townships": "the habit you left behind is still tenacious in me."

when I say I don't want to lose sleep every night over you, I want to say: I don't want to live like you anymore. I want to kill your habits from me.

it's just that it's so tenacious that it lives on people who like me.

tenacious, just like the love I had for you.

good night.


Today, when I was flipping through my cell phone photo album, I saw a screenshot and found that my sleep was particularly bad a few months ago, until a chance later. I bought a new Mercury home-spun pillow, and then.

I often oversleep and don't go to class. after all, I sleep in seconds as soon as I lie down. It's so comfortable. (manual smile)

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